Spoon Feeding.

So me and my mom's best friend about being spoon fed the bible, when we need to be digging in herself. I started thinking about the bible study God has told me to do, and through it I have learned more this year, about the bible, than I have in the 7 years of my follow. Because We're studying it in a whole, rather than verse here and there. Being spoon fed is handycapping your mind from fully forming your opinion and actually understanding what's fully in the bible. We need to self dive in the bible and read and read... its like a never ending gobstopper... you can read a verse one time, get something out of it, then go back and read something new out of it. Everytime you read, you go deeper and deeper. Even when sometimes you feel like your going back to the basics... your still going deeper... in order to go deeper you've got to get through the top layer. Sometimes going back to the basics also gives you more understanding... learn things more and differently... so my prayer is... strip me down remove all excess bring me back to the basics... don't let me miss it this time... everyones moving on, when I'm not sure they should.
Come and Awaken Love.

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I'm sick of me.

My flesh and spirit are at war, I can feel it so much right now. This knotting in my stomach makes me want to keel over. I want so much to be alone with God. Be in that secret place of romance. Let the veil fall off, I'm done with it. No more shackles, no more shame. I'm so entraced by Him. I want to be free, really free, feel free. I want the sound my father has given me. I want to be drenched in His fragrence. Marry me, take me where I have never been before... so far I can't tell what my flesh wants anymore. I've had enough listening to those other lies, satan you can't tell me I don't want this anymore. To be seperated with all that is associated with you.

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You've Done this All wrong

Okay, so very strongly i feel like
"You've done this all wrong, your intercessors. Intercede! You've become lazy. Pray, fast, worship through everything. You've relied on your own understanding, rise up now, stay risen. Don't sit down. You can't do it without me, yet you try to."
*sigh* Life lessons.

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